Message to My Mum

I love you mum, I know you probably think i'm lost or being selfish; I'm sorry for this but i'm just trying to adjust to a world that's hellish. You see you raised me with good morals, to be polite  & respect my elders. To share my sweets as a toddler, which all stay with me now I'm older. It was your warm heart & strong shoulders that taught me how to be a humanitarian soldier that wants to help others as the world grows colder. Recently I've not shown you truly, just how much you mean to me. My intention is to express this more to you meaningfully, I can't express it with money so I do so with poetry. Words in rhyme comes natural to me. It's therapy. Mum, please don't hate me. I'm working so hard to show you my heart and intentions are pure. I understand my failures & they say prevention is better than the cure. I have great plans & great ambition, I'm on a lifelong mission, they can't beat us all into submission. Anyway I'll end this transmission. I love you mum, I miss you, take care. Hugs and kisses.